Just Hours to Go!

I know that I have not posted a real post in a couple weeks now and that is mostly because of the fact that between finals and the holidays it was extremely busy on my end of things and I was just trying to keep my head above water right then. I have returned and I hope to start posting more regularily again, as things have calmed down and I am starting to have quite a few developments in the AB part of my life. So for everyone that is been reading my blog and checking it in my absence, thank you so much for your support!

Big Night Tonight:

Well its currently just after 6:30 on the December 26th, 2012 and I am only a few hours away from what I think is likely going to be a life changing evening for me. As I am writing this my daddy is on a flight to come visit me and some other brothers that live in my area. I am finally taking the leap tonight and its really happening this time, I am going to have my first experience with being really babied and even more importanly being diapered with Daddy and my brother Keebs. I would be lying if I said that I didn't have a good sprawl of emotions running through my mind right now. If I had to break down what I am feeling at this exact moment it would be:

15% Anxiousness

35% Nervousness

50% Excitement

Its crazy to think that after discovering my interest in diapers around eight years ago that I going to have only my 2nd diaper experience with another person tonight. That has been eight solid years of worrying, fearing, and rejecting my love for diapers and being an AB that is ingrained in me. Beyond being excited to hangout with Daddy and my brother, I am also super excited to finally be able to make a decision about my AB after this experience, having the proper perspective to really decide what I want. 

Over the eight years like I mentioned before it has been a rollercoast of thoughts and ideas about my own inclinations to wear diapers and be an AB. I think its been pretty clear through my past posts that I have had plenty of experiences wearing diapers but it has always been by myself. Its awesome to know that after tonight I will be able to finally say that I have been babied before and hung out with other people while diapered. For most people these are little accomplishments, but for me this is really one of the biggest accomplishments that I have had with my AB side in a long long time.

Also for my eager readers (If there are any) keep checking the blog over the next few days because I am hoping to have lots of pictures and updates about tonight on the blog over the next few days!

Post-Holiday Information:

I know that it has been some time since my last post on the blog but I wanted to go ahead and clear the air on a few things real quick.

1. Happy Holidays everyone! - Hope everyone has a fantastic holiday and can manage to deal with all those crazy in-laws.

2. Blog Posts - Sorry for the delay on a lot of blog posts but there will be more starting after Christmas once things calm down a little bit!

Update on Winter Break Plans:

Well with only ten short days until I leave school for winter break and preparations being made pretty soon for my plans for break, I figure that I owned everyone an update on whats going on with it!

Diaper Reviews:

Like I mentioned in a previous post, I will be taking some time over break to purchase a few sample packs of diapers and giving them a personal review. This is still on as planned, and I am getting ready to order the sample pack next week. Luckily with it being the holiday season and it not being so uncommon for me to receive sensitive packages to my home that my parents can't look through, I will be placing the order next week and having them shipped to my home.

The final decision on what I am going to get is:

AB Universe Ultra Sample Pack

As I mentioned previously this is a bargain and comes with a selection of 10 different types of diapers and 2 different types of diaper boosters that I will be giving a shot. With this package being only $16.95 before shipping & handling it is easily the best diaper sample pack that I could find on the market.

I had mentioned previously that I was going to try and get sample packs also from Bambinos and Star Diapers, however after really looking into the expense I realized that it was not cost efficient to purchase their sample packs. However, I think that 12 diapers is plenty of a start for the reviews.

Plans:

I have a couple different things planned for break but the most important being that I am going to be trying to hangout with several of my diaper brothers while I am home and also possibly with my daddy if he has time. I am really excited to be able to hangout with all my diaper family members and really be able to finally sit down in a nice thick diaper without constantly being looking over my shoulder, hoping that my parents or siblings are not going to catch me in the act. Not to mention this will be my 2nd time that I have ever hung out with another person while diapered, and this time I might not be the only one diapered!

My other big plan is to try and expand my comfort zone just a little bit by starting to wear diapers under my clothes while I am out and about. Now I am going to take this one step at a time but I am going to buy a pack of Goodnites and wear them while I am out getting things done over break. The reason that I am wearing the Goodnites are because they are a thin diaper that really won't show through my clothes. Depending on how bold that I am feeling, I may also try to even wet them while I am on the move and just start to really expand my horizons and comfort level. I know to many this people this sounds like a absolute joke, but for me this really is a big step & something that I have never felt comfortable doing.

Interested in Me Now?

This is going to be a really short ranty post but it has been something that has been on my mind for some time.

One of the biggest things that bothers me most about the ABDL community is that since its largely an online thing because of it being the best way to connect we rely on websites to meet each other for the most part. Now the sites themselves don't bother me much, most of the sites I am on are pretty good and controlled, which I like. The thing that bothers me the most is the lack of interest people have in getting to know you until you post up a pictures! Don't get me wrong, I think that everyone needs to have a profile picture of themselves because it really bothers me when I see a stock photo of a pampers diaper as your profile picture. What I mean is that I always get a influx of messages and comments when I upload fresh pictures online and as soon as the train of new pictures stops coming...well then no one gives two shits about talking to you.

Now I will be the first to admit that I enjoy taking and posting diaper pictures, its a creative output for me, but I hate that people only care to get to know me since I am putting up pictures. To me it really tells me that you are not genuinely interested in getting to know me, you just want to see how many pictures of me you can collect up. I like to talk to others online because we have the common interests of diapers, and the only place that I get to share that part of my life is online with the ABDL community, so I want to actually get to know each other and form a friendship. I find it very insulting when someone messages me and starts to talk to me...and then abruptly stops responding once I tell them that I don't have any other pictures to share then the ones that are already displayed online.


Well thats enough ranting for now but I think that everyone gets my point!


Thanks for reading and feel free to hit me up with feedback or if you just want to get to know me!

A Quick Post Before Bed:

Its almost five am right now and I just had something on my mind that I needed to write down before forgot or it wasn't as fresh in my mind. Its been a strange weekend and really last few months for me, ive really come into my own with my diaper side or at least gotten better. This can easily be accounted to the fantastic family that I have come into, and all the really supportive people that are apart of it. No need for me to drop specific names but they know who they are. Its really been expanding for me and I am excited for all the great opportunities and learning experiences that I have coming in the future because of these great people.

Anyways this is a really short post but seeing as it is so late and I am exhausted...I figure its best to stop before I come off as a bumbling idiot.